Livin in Chi town -

Yay! it works!

Finally! My blog hasn't been letting me log on or make any new posts lately! so now I can update!! lets see first things first...umm...

OMG I GOT THE JOB!!!!! :D :D

I had applied for a job at House of Fraser and actually got called back for an interview! Had the interview wednesday but didn't want to mention it to anyone so I wouldn't Jynx it! And she called yesterday to offer me the position!! and FULL TIME aswell!! oh I'm so happy!! Now I'm just worried about the uniform..I'll ask her about it tomorrow. Like apparently you have to wear clothes from the store but u have to have the store manager ok it. So well see. haha

And then wednesday after the interview we went and saw "Grown Ups" because if u have Orange phone service you get 2 for 1 movies on wednesday! So yea that was funny and helped take my mind off worrying about if i got the job or not. which i did! :D haha

And then with Joe's room we rearranged it and it looks so much better!! We are also gonna paint one of the walls like a blueish greenish color so that will be nice and we've picked out some furniture and extras from IKEA. As soon as we get payed! OMG we always seem to have trouble with our paychecks! I still haven't gotten paid from the month of JULY!! which is rediculous! If i would have to pay rent I probably would have been kicked out by now! And then joe was supposed to get paid today as well...hopefully all this messing up is over now that we have proper jobs..Knock on wood lol. and the webcam isnt working so I can't show u a pic of the newly rearranged room! Well joe is at work now and he's off tomorrow. I'll probably be sleeping by the time he gets home :P

2010-09-03 @ 20:13:23 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

ugh sunday...

I feel like S***. Damn wine. Just sitting on the couch, wathcing E! channel and right now Khloe and Kourtney take Miami is on. O M G!!! I frikkin hate Kourtney's boyfriend Scott!! frikkin pyscho and idiot!! I can't believe she had a kid with him!! And his voice is annoying and how he treats her!! I should probably go eat something but that would involve getting off this couch.... Joe is at work right now and he texted me saying he'd be home at 4, which is in like an hour. then he can make me something! haha lol I love this show! Not sure what were gonna do tonight. I would love to go to a movie but since no money NO FUNNY!! :( so just gonna be a bum like i've been for the past 3 weeks...yay!...not..mmmm salami and toast....ok gonna go eat!....mmm yummy!!

2010-08-29 @ 16:36:33 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Why do guys suck?

So yesterday wasn't one of my better days. I'm not gonna even write about it here, because I think I wrote it at least 15 times to all my friends yesterday. At least I have great family and friends who care :) But I don't even know, so tired of the same thing over and the apologies. Well then STOP DOING SHIT TO BE SORRY FOR!! And I love it when guys say you deserve better. "oh good at least you know u can be an ass sometimes!" And I'm like yeah I do deserve better! But for some FRIKKIN REASON! I have to be in love with this dumbass....oh yay!
Ok and like what the hell! I know I've only been proper jobhunting this week...but I'm not having a good feeling...It's like all managers positions and im not a manager yet. I know I could be but I just always need more training. . The only thing I wanted to do yesterday was get in my jeep and run to kims house and watch UP and eat our garlic bread pizza and then make brownies. And I can't even do that cause I moved here. I told him yesterday too the only people I want right now are kim and ramsey.

watching old "home movies" right now which is making me feel better

2010-08-27 @ 15:07:18 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (3) Trackbacks ()

why..

Why am I such an idiot...why do I always just leave everything behind for nothing. I left my family, friends, job, car, and school all behind! What am I doing with my life now?? Absolutley nothing! I'm constantly stuck in a house doing nothing. Can't go anywhere cause I have no car, or no money for taxi or bus. I had a great car back home and a job that worked out perfectly with my life schedule. I was going to school and doing something...Now I'm here in england doing absolutly nothing. No family, No friends (except Julia who I still never get to see because I have no damn money) , no job. I miss my life. I've been here 3 months now and done absolutly nothing. I can't even go back home because I told my dad I would never live with him and his wife again. Maybe I can live with my cousin. I need a job asap and money for this cruise we are going on in January. And then I need a car if I move back home. I'll start looking.

2010-08-23 @ 15:56:32 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

I remembered my password!

well like jonna said I need to blogg so people can see whats going on in my life.....Haha that would be nice if something was going on. well joe came home so ill blogg more later when hes at work tomorrow.. since i dont have a job ill have plenty of time! oh btw I'm living in england now :P

2010-08-22 @ 22:41:01 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Reunited and it feels so good!! haha

So finally saw kimmy!! She was on vacation in Florida for a week and got back saturday! So today went out to her house and saw her!! I missed her!! haha almost forgot that she was around because not seeing her for a week feels like forever!! But she was sooo cute she got me a lil bear keychain that matches the london one i got her, and a shot glass and a cute t-shirt!! So we hung out, took jaeger babes for a walk, ate, went to SUPER TARGET, caused mayhem and so on haha!!

I even worked out today!! I did 30 minutes on the eliptical!! and then 25 minutes power walking/jogging!! I'm getting more into running!! especially when I listen to "Taio Cruz ft Ludacris - Break your heart" dude that song gets me pumped!! and then even did abs, even though i usually dont like to do abs alone without shannon, but I was like w/e gotta look good for my bday!! So for 2 weeks slim fast baby and exercise and good meals!!

And now I'm off for two days...Tomorrow getting my car fixed and wednesday, doc appointment, and i think wednesday shopping or hanging out at matt and jenni's. But now I'm a lil tired so I think I'm gonna lay down and go to bed!! but not before I put up some pics from today!!

Me lookin like a model apparently!! with the new shirt from kimmy!!

Kimmy trying to pose like me!! lol

Jaeger babes grazin like a cow and me not ready for the pic lol

And now me running off to bed!! haha G'Night!!

<3...9 Days!!!! :D

2010-04-06 @ 06:40:52 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

Easter 2010 :)

Here are some pics from easter with the family!

Cousins <3

So ended up getting off at like 8:45. I thought i was scheduled later. So just waiting for the ipod to charge up then im off to the gym!!

2010-04-05 @ 17:30:58 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

April Fools!!

haha havent blogged in a while!! and going to bed so gonna make a quick blogg!! haha today was april fools!! haha and i forgot until i went on facebook and saw someone say they were going to hawaii!! and then told jasmine the movie was sold out!! haha and then we 3-way called kim, jasmine was silent, and i was crying and said that my dog jazzy had died!! omg and she believed me!! and then she got all mad when i told her april fools!! then she really didnt believe me that he was alive and i had to take a pic and send it to her and make jazzy bark!! haha and then I made joe believed i got fired today!! haha so did pretty good!!

Then me and jasmine went and saw the last song!! haha and jasmine brought tissues and I was like "we aren't gonna need those!!" and then towards the end of the movie she handed one to me and i was just like "dammit..." haha it was sad but good! :D

Then got home talked to joe <3 for a while :) then went next door and was talkin with ashley and then ended up hanging out there all night and being outside enjoying the awesome weather!!! :D now only one more day of work then its the WEEKEND!!!! and only 2 more weeks till my baby is here!! miss him so much!! cant wait to show him around!! ok now gonna go to bed!!

Need to work out tomorrow!!! :D

2010-04-02 @ 04:50:29 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

No way!!!

THIS IS SO COOL!! IM IN MY BED BLOGGING FROM MY IPOD TOUCH I JUST BOUGHT!! I DONTDON'T KNOW WHY ITSIT'S ALL CAPS BUT ILL FIGURE THAT OUT LATER!! JUST WANTED TO SEE IF THIS WOULD WORK. G'NIGHT!!

2010-03-22 @ 05:56:46 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

:D

So ended up having a great weekend like i was hoping for!! Friday went and and got lunch with alec and frank at chipotle! and then Went and saw Bounty Hunter with kimmy, ashley and jasmine!! :D loved it!! especially Gerard Butler!! haha and then friday night was the big bonfire at alecs!! Ended up being really fun with a bunch of friends that i dont get to see too often!! haha made smores, enjoyed some mike's hard lemonade! and this yummy baileys cake that Alec made!! When i got home ended up smellin like a bonfire!! haha

I was having so much fun and always laugh so hard when im with them!! :D

And then saturday slept in most of the day and just watched movies on tv like Maid in Manhattan and Devil Wears Prada!! and then saturday night went next door to jasmine's for her bday!! and she got a car!!! her sweet 16!! although she wasnt as excited as we were hoping for! haha and then we went to famous Dave's for dinner and back home for presents and cake!! and then maria came over and we "watched" Yes Man! I felt so bad i kept falling asleep!! as usual!! haha but it was still fun! and today is Raeanns bday party so probably going to that!! but now im starving so gonna make some breakfast!!! And the best part is i was off of work this whole weekend!! and still off tomorrow!! :D

<3

2010-03-21 @ 17:08:02 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

UGH!

IM THIS ANNOYED RIGHT NOW!!!

seriously...I love how things never go the way I planned :D love it

2010-03-19 @ 22:14:00 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Cause there is no Guarantee that this life is easy...

Why? I don't know what to feel right now. Why does this happen? I don't want to have to make a choice. It was all so clear and then something happens to change it. I don't know what I want. Can someone show me which path to take? Only time can help with this, time always seems to be the issue with me. Always Waiting For things to become clear to me..........



                                                       When my world is falling apart,
                                                when there's no light to break up the dark
                                                         That's when I look at you.

2010-03-17 @ 04:14:21 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

bleh!!

feelin like crap not sure why. my stomach has like this sharp shooting pain and work was crap today because of it :( I don't know why. I think it's like stress or nerves because of the future and everything like with joe, miss him. but watching friends now...without him. So yeah. well see how it is when he comes here for my bday!! which is coming soon and gotta start planning!! the big 21!!! of course not gonna be able to go out dancing with julia which sucks. :(

yeah julia by the way!!
haha we need to figure out when we are both online!! lol thank god for our blogs or we would never be able to communicate with each other! haha

So i even worked out today...well just walked on the treadmill cuz wasnt feelin good!! and found out one of my friends is pregnant!! which is so cool for her!! unless she has another boy she said! and then cuz my stomach was hurting she was like UH OH!!!! i was like NOOOO!!! DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT!! lol

me in my new hoodie from work because i had 100 great team cards!

well no plans tonight cuz stupid work tomorrow...just chillin cuz of the stomach ugh!

<3

2010-03-12 @ 00:01:35 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

Yes!!

I finally made it back to the gym!! Then went to aldi and bought better healthy food for this week and lunches for work!! Time to get back on track the vaca is over!! haha yesterday was the last day to eat all junk food! I'm not cutting out junk food completely but just getting back to eating better and feelin better! haha can't wait!! :D and I cleaned my room last night too!! :D

See!! Viola!! finally cleanned off the chair!!

And now im all ready!! kim is on her way so im gonna go make food for us!!

with my "london calling" shirt from london!! missing my english cutie!! :(

<3

2010-03-08 @ 21:55:29 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Alice in Wonderland :)

Aww the first Legally Blonde just started!! and it's 1:06 am!! haha And I'm not tired!! which sucks because last night I kept falling asleep on kimmy when we were watching a movie haha. But kimmy and me were on each others computers searchin through each others music and makin cds haha oh and there were cupcakes....bday cake...and garlic bread pizza....umm yeah I think I really need to get reaquianted with the gym lol

So anywho today had lots of fun!! Hanging with Kimmy, Jasmine and Ashley!! First we got our makeup done at ulta! haha and then trying to decide if we wanted to buy any but Urban Decay make-up is so expensive but ended up getting one thing that wasn't to bad, after driving to target to see if there was any cheaper makeup there lol

So Kim, Jasmine and me went to panda express for dinner while ashely went home to change after work....mmmm love me some orange chicken!! :D Then went to the movie at 6 to wait in line to get good seats! Then went and saw Alice in Wonderland in IMAX 3D!! and it was some new digital thingy which made it look so much clearer! it was awesome!! and the movie was good too! I don't really remember the disney cartoon but it was a lil different haha. Then came home was chillin with dad, showin him pics from my trip to england <3 and then his pics from the cruise, So now just in bed just checkin up on stuff!! Don't kno what im doing tomorrow, but we'll see!! :)

Here are some pics from today!

Before the make-over!

AND AFTER!!! :D got some cool spring colors!

Yeah Ashley's finger got in the flash haha

Styling and profiling with 3D glasses!

Waiting for the movie!!

Hehe fun times!! now off to bed!! G'night!!

<3

2010-03-07 @ 08:40:50 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

So far so good!

So far this week has been fun! Wednesday went to Matt (my cousin) and jenni (his wifey) for dinner!! that was fun to get out of the house and visit!! I hadn't seen their new place and their dog Rocco!! :D and then yesterday my nana is finally back home from florida!!! so all the grandkids went over and my dad stopped by after work! it was so nice just all of us getting together and catching up! and of course the main topic of the evening was joe haha omg my family is nuts!! of and the cruise we are going on in jan 2011!!! so excited!! and then got to work 40 hrs this week and next week and the week after that!! woow 40 hrs for at least 3 weeks!! im happy and thankful because u never kno what the next schedule is gonna look like!

Well i got off early today because i cant go over 40 hrs to have to leave early! and now just home bored! for now! then kimmy is gonna come pick me up and gonna go sleepover there!! since no work till monday!! :D oh this is nice! and then tomorrow girl's day/night!! getting our makeup done and then going to see alice in wonderland! so it will be fun I'll have to take pics!! but im gonna go take a shower and eat something before kimmy gets here! and joe is booking the ticket soon! im so excited! :D

Warwick Castle in England

I could soo go for some Fish n Chips with a Magners right now!

2010-03-05 @ 19:01:04 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Thank goodness it's march!!

Omg so he's gonna book the ticket this week!! and I have to talk to my dad about J coming here and staying with us! haha this should be fun! gahh only like a month and 2 weeks till april 15th!! So been back at work and yeah i dont know how i feel about that. and certain people i thought were my friends.. love two faced people. gah i dont wanna be coughing again and this blog entry is just all over the place lol kinda like my life.

2010-03-03 @ 00:13:04 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

Back home... :(

So back home from england now and only been here like 2 days and hating it. I wanna go back. I miss joe and his family like crazy. I'm in an empty house right now, because my dad and stepmom are on the cruise. But yeah so I don't know what to do! Julia is moving to london and we've been talking about moving there together since we were like 17 and now i got my best friend there and my boyfriend and his amazing family! So yeah looks like I'll be moving to england this summer. I got nothin going on for me over here in chicago. just working and its only target. And living with my dad which doesnt really feel like home. And ashley told me last night I don't belong here, that it always seems like something is missing. I kinda always knew i'd be living back in europe after school, but why not just go now!! omg and he's coming here for my bday and i just wanna go back now!! im so bored and like depressed right now......missin him terribly!! :( Julia if u read this we need to talk!!!! :D :D

<3

2010-02-27 @ 19:10:54 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

London Calling!!

So wednesday we took the train down to London!!! We had booked tickets to the London Eye (the big ferris wheel) and Madam Tussauds, the big wax museum! Omg It was so much fun. So when we first got there we went straight the the London Eye!!

It went high!! and it was so cute cuz joe isnt the biggest fan of hieghts and one time when he was looking over the edge i shook him and scared him haha! but it went up high!! and luckily it cleared up!!

So then after that we walked around london and walked to Picadilly Circus and walked all the way to Madam Tassauds. We even got lost but it was still so much fun!!

We stopped for lunch in this little alley at this old pub and it ended up being really good!! And of course joe wouldn't ask for directions but I did!!haha

So then after we walked more and finally made it to Madam Tassauds!! And we had so much fun taking pictures with the figures!!

Me and miley cyrus, who apparently I look like to my family

Leona Lewis and me singing a duo! haha

Joe getting to second base on Britney!! haha

Shakin my booty like Beyonce!! and Joe lovin her's!! haha

Haha it was so much fun posing and everything!! and then after we left we walked back towards the train station and stopped and got chocolate and stopped at Starbucks! haha and then went some souvenir shopping!! :D oh I had an awesome day!! :D

<3

2010-02-19 @ 14:05:56 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

finally time!!

omg can't believe its happening!!! Tomorrow I am going to london to see joe!! I'm so excited/nervous/i cant even explain!!! omg!!!! :D ok havent even packed yet and i leave in like 12 hours haha!! ok got to go to bed!!!

<3

2010-02-14 @ 08:33:51 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (4) Trackbacks ()

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