Livin in Chi town

So yesterday wasn't one of my better days. I'm not gonna even write about it here, because I think I wrote it at least 15 times to all my friends yesterday. At least I have great family and friends who care :) But I don't even know, so tired of the same thing over and the apologies. Well then STOP DOING SHIT TO BE SORRY FOR!! And I love it when guys say you deserve better. "oh good at least you know u can be an ass sometimes!" And I'm like yeah I do deserve better! But for some FRIKKIN REASON! I have to be in love with this dumbass....oh yay!
Ok and like what the hell! I know I've only been proper jobhunting this week...but I'm not having a good feeling...It's like all managers positions and im not a manager yet. I know I could be but I just always need more training. . The only thing I wanted to do yesterday was get in my jeep and run to kims house and watch UP and eat our garlic bread pizza and then make brownies. And I can't even do that cause I moved here. I told him yesterday too the only people I want right now are kim and ramsey.


watching old "home movies" right now which is making me feel better