Back home... :(

So back home from england now and only been here like 2 days and hating it. I wanna go back. I miss joe and his family like crazy. I'm in an empty house right now, because my dad and stepmom are on the cruise. But yeah so I don't know what to do! Julia is moving to london and we've been talking about moving there together since we were like 17 and now i got my best friend there and my boyfriend and his amazing family! So yeah looks like I'll be moving to england this summer. I got nothin going on for me over here in chicago. just working and its only target. And living with my dad which doesnt really feel like home. And ashley told me last night I don't belong here, that it always seems like something is missing. I kinda always knew i'd be living back in europe after school, but why not just go now!! omg and he's coming here for my bday and i just wanna go back now!! im so bored and like depressed right now......missin him terribly!! :( Julia if u read this we need to talk!!!! :D :D











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London Calling!!

So wednesday we took the train down to London!!! We had booked tickets to the London Eye (the big ferris wheel) and Madam Tussauds, the big wax museum! Omg It was so much fun. So when we first got there we went straight the the London Eye!!


It went high!! and it was so cute cuz joe isnt the biggest fan of hieghts and one time when he was looking over the edge i shook him and scared him haha! but it went up high!! and luckily it cleared up!!





So then after that we walked around london and walked to Picadilly Circus and walked all the way to Madam Tassauds. We even got lost but it was still so much fun!!




We stopped for lunch in this little alley at this old pub and it ended up being really good!! And of course joe wouldn't ask for directions but I did!!haha



So then after we walked more and finally made it to Madam Tassauds!! And we had so much fun taking pictures with the figures!!


         Me and miley cyrus, who apparently I look like to my family


      Leona Lewis and me singing a duo! haha


   Joe getting to second base on Britney!! haha


   Shakin my booty like Beyonce!! and Joe lovin her's!! haha


Haha it was so much fun posing and everything!! and then after we left we walked back towards the train station and stopped and got chocolate and stopped at Starbucks! haha and then went some souvenir shopping!! :D oh I had an awesome day!! :D










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finally time!!

omg can't believe its happening!!! Tomorrow I am going to london to see joe!! I'm so excited/nervous/i cant even explain!!! omg!!!! :D ok havent even packed yet and i leave in like 12 hours haha!! ok got to go to bed!!! 


                      




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was bored so....


So I thought I would take some pictures while listening to music haha.





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HOLY CRAP AN EARTHQUAKE??

I woke up at 4am this morning to the sound of my house shaking and things on my dresser rattling!! and it woke jazzy up too!! So I was like holy crap this snowstorm has some powerful wind!! and then this morning when i woke up i texted kim saying it felt like an earthquake or something! she responded "thats cuz we did have an earthquake you turd!!" haha so omg my first earthquake!!! thats so crazy!! and i looked online an it was 4.3!!! wow....i think i need breakfast now!   :D

NOOOO!!!

So I had an awesome dream where it was summer. So when i woke up I was expecting it to be a green and pretty outside...............................BOY WAS I MISSTAKEN!!!


 
It was a frikkin winter wonderland out there!! It had snowed about 3 INCHES!! and it's still frikkin snowing!!

This is what I think of that......



                               BOOOOO

But Im thankful for my Baby P that can get me through it all!!

BABY P <3 :)

                        Baby P <3

She gets me where I need to go, which in about 20 minutes is to go pick up jasmine from school!!

Just now listening to Ke$ha's new album Animal. :) Well whichever songs I could find. I like "Your love is My Drug" and "Blah Blah Blah"  so far :) Last night me Kimmy and Larissa went and saw Dear John <3 I don't know what to say about it. I'm in love with Channing Tatum even more now haha. But yeah kimmy was tearing and commenting on it while we were watching it, so i kept hitting her and telling her to shut up that she was ruining it! haha but I was definitly sad after. But I heard the book is different and Jasmine read it, So I know what we are talking about on the way home in the car!! haha But just watching that movie was making me think of what is gonna happen next week when I go to england. :( not sure whats gonna happen. So getting nervous and I just wanna go back to happy! haha Ok well gotta get going soon and then maybe going to workout tonight at around 6 cause that is when S is going, but i like working out when its light outside, so we'll see. But for now



"Stop talking that BLAH BLAH BLAH!!"
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I can see!!

OMG what the hell was I waiting for??? I tortured me eyes for months by using the same contacts because i didnt have insurance to go. I don't think there is much of a difference in price anyways! But I finally went!! And got my questions answered! So I got new contacts, a new case and new liquid!! Can't wait to wear my contacts without my eyes itching!! I am so happy!! my glasses are gone!!! :D BUH BYE!!!
 

                                         YAY!!!! :D

Here are pics of the things I bought yesterday and today:



            
                         Sweater Tunic from Kohl's on clearance :)



                          Candie's PJ's also from Kohls :)

                      Lil boots also from Kohls :) 50% off!



               Sweater shirt with matching hat, $5 bucks! WalMart



                               $ 3 bucks!! WalMart :)



     Finally bought new eyeshadows!! and a pencil Sharperner and
                   OMG FOUND MY EYELINER!!!



Can you guess out of all these things what I was most excited about?
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   MY CONTACTS AND MY EYELINER!!!!!! :D :D



So overall today was a good day and I'm feeling happy!! And trying to get myself motivated to get to the gym and then head over to BDubs with the oswego crew to watch some UFC! 
 







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Good Morning :)

So had the morning off so woke up around 10:ish haha now just been checking stuff and taking care of things. Gonna go eat breakfast, shower, work out. Then eye doctor appointment at 1:45!! and freaking out about where my car is parked on the road since I just had a dream that the post lady was yelling at me because my car is always in the way of the mailbox lol.



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Ugh!!

So typical!! We went to go see dear john and it was sold out! what the heck!! so gonna try to go monday!! But kim came over and we were out shopping! Went to the commons and then kohls and then target for candy for the movie we were SUPPOSED to see!! :( But I'll put up pics tomorrow of the clothes i got!

So I booked an eye exam! dont know if i already mentioned that!! but hopefully figure out why whenever I wear contacts now that they bug my eyes! and get new ones so I can see when I go to london! Like I still can't believe I'm going! I don't think it fully set in yet! I have to start thinking of what im gonna bring! and Who I have to buy stuff for!

So off tomorrow, just gonna take it easy and go work out as usual :)

ahh only 9 more days till I'm there!!.....could they go any slower???? GAH!!!!

 

 

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woohoo!!

I finally booked an eye exam so I can get new contacts before I go to london!! So today at work was quick!! omg we finished like everything at 8am!! Usually we aren't even close! It was just crazy! haha at 8:00 we were like...crap we have nothing else to do.. lol and today was dustins last day, so it gonna be quiet now without him. I just hope the next etl for logistics is good. We will find out soon I guess. So I think im gonna go hit the gym and then hopefully go see dear john tonight!! ohhh be prepared to cry!!


It wont let me upload the video so i at least put a picture and a link.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qc0ODuEYp5o&feature=related






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OMG ONLY 10 MORE DAYS!!

I'm soo happy its official now!! Booked my trip last night!! only 10 more days till I'm on a plane to england to see J <3 omg and then kimmy being the bestest she is, is taking me to the airport!! I'm leaving on valentines day so I wont get there till the 15th but I don't care, just as long as I get there!! Omg I can't believe it!! It's been a year since I've seen J! and for a while I was so scared I wasnt going to be able to make it there!! yay!!

Well anyways last night went over to a friend from works house and had a couple margaritas and played rock band! which I have never done before!! I've done guitar hero but not the drums!! omg it was so much fun!! Got home around 1am lol. I was off this morning. So just woke up about 30 minutes ago. I think I'm hanging out with my cuz jules today, but first might go work out or something and eat some breakfast!! gahh gotta go shopping before I go to london!! :D :D


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Celebrity Doppelganger

I love Jennifer Garner!! she is my fav actress!! an been told a few times I kinda look like her! :D

 

but otherwise just got home. No starbucks today :( umm gonna go work out then pick up jasmine and then hopefully book a ticket tonight! then hopefully watch some Chuck with R!

 

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Just music and nothing else

I needed to listen to my old music. I miss when i was in sweden and all I had to do was go to school in the day, where all i did there was have fun in art class and hang out with my friends. and at night came home and played with my dog princess in the snow, helped build our house, drawing, listening to music and writing. I especially miss the music part. Been so busy lately I haven't had time to search around online and find new music, whether its from my favorite artist or new ones. Getting kind of bored listening to the mainstream radio everyday. Same song over again. and again. and again. So now i got my cds out and listening to my fave Fall out boy. Infinity on high.

                                          

So much serious adult stuff going on now. It's nice to remember a time where all I had to worry about was music.

 

Only listened to 4 songs from the cd and already feeling better......

 

 

                                                 Just music and nothing else <3


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