Livin in Chi town

So back home from england now and only been here like 2 days and hating it. I wanna go back. I miss joe and his family like crazy. I'm in an empty house right now, because my dad and stepmom are on the cruise. But yeah so I don't know what to do! Julia is moving to london and we've been talking about moving there together since we were like 17 and now i got my best friend there and my boyfriend and his amazing family! So yeah looks like I'll be moving to england this summer. I got nothin going on for me over here in chicago. just working and its only target. And living with my dad which doesnt really feel like home. And ashley told me last night I don't belong here, that it always seems like something is missing. I kinda always knew i'd be living back in europe after school, but why not just go now!! omg and he's coming here for my bday and i just wanna go back now!! im so bored and like depressed right now......missin him terribly!! :( Julia if u read this we need to talk!!!! :D :D











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