Livin in Chi town

Why? I don't know what to feel right now. Why does this happen? I don't want to have to make a choice. It was all so clear and then something happens to change it. I don't know what I want. Can someone show me which path to take? Only time can help with this, time always seems to be the issue with me. Always Waiting For things to become clear to me.......... 

                            

                                                       When my world is falling apart, 
                                                when there's no light to break up the dark
                                                         That's when I look at you.